12 May 2008

Mothers' Day

We took our Mother to the Cherry Garden at Mandarin Oriental for lunch over the weekend. It was not cheap. But the food was excellence. Hence the trip is worth it. Good for the occasional celebrations.

Read this poem recommended by Sensei:

The sprouts of happiness resides in each person's heart.
If those sprouts are fostered, how big they will eventually grow!
The source of life lies within me.
I have no reason to long for some distant heaven!
~ Ivan Franko (1856 - 1916)

Happiness doesn't come from others. It's something that we must build within our own lives. There is no need for us to compare ourselves to others or envy them.

Our happiness depends on how much we can foster another person. To share the path to absolute happiness. This is very true. I promise to never slacken in my efforts despite my part-time studies.

05 May 2008

Back to School

I have been accepted for a Masters Program in Education. It's back to school as a student for me. Pretty excited about it.

02 May 2008

5.3

"A great human revolution in just a single individual will help achieve a change in the destiny of a nation and further, can enable a change in the destiny of all humankind."

~ Daisaku Ikeda

May 3 is the most significant day in the calendar of the Soka Gakkai. It is somewhat like the “New Year” for the forces of the Buddha.

  1. Is my life going in the direction I wanted?
  2. Is my country developing in the direction I wished?
  3. Is the world evolving in the direction I hoped?

These are essential questions for a person of conviction.

Life is eternal. It is like energy which continuously change state. Just like a pendulum in a vacuum fluctuating from potential energy to kinetic energy to potential energy to kinetic energy…. So does life moves from death to life to death to life to death to life in an eternal cycle.

We know that time seems to pass quickly when we are happy and slowly when we are sad. Hence, if we die with a high life condition, our joyful death will seem only a short moment and we are back alive again. However, if we die with a low life condition, then our torturous death will seem to last an eternity. Since we are only able to affect our life condition while in the kinetic state of life, we should really treasure it.

Life is an eternal series of moments. If we are able to treat each moment as our last in the “kinetic state”, then our thoughts will naturally be focused on what matter most to us. That will be our priority in life. That will be the mindset with which to answer the 3 questions I state earlier in this entry.

Watched “Hamlet” with my students some time ago. Was inspired. I always wanted to be a writer when I was younger. But social conditions resulted in my becoming a school teacher instead. Due to my lack of training in the area of narrative writing, this dream is going further from me. But I realized that I may be handicapped in narrative writing, I might be able to handle dialogues. Maybe I should try writing plays.

Dreams are meant to be pursued.

19 April 2008

The Middle Way

At some point in our lives… correction… at many points in our lives, we wonder about the true nature of life. What exactly is it?

The first point of view recognized only the physical aspect of life. Many empirical minded people tend towards this view. To these people, life starts when we are born and ends when we are dead. Simple and straightforward. In other words, “all living beings will come to non-existent after death” and that since “everything will be gone when we die, we should live to enjoy our lives to the fullest while we are alive.”

But there is a flaw in this manner of thinking. If life only exists when we are conscious, then we will only can for the attainment of relative happiness as explained in my earlier blog entry. This will result in a hedonistic society and decadence into the level of beasts eventually.

The second point of view is to recognized that life exist in a different plane from just the physical body. In fact, the body is viewed merely as a vessel to observe life. It is the mind that is life. We cannot observe the existence of our mind but there is way too much evidence of the existence of our mind to exclude it from our considerations. We have thoughts and dreams and memories. The culmination of these experiences is attributed to the soul in many theistic thoughts.

What it means is that “Everything in the universe is the creation of God and hence, all is predestined and nothing will change.” But this second view is also flawed. Overemphasis on the soul resulted in one treating the soul as pure and the body as being corrupted. This distinction causes people to practice asceticism physically or mentally or both. Life before death is devalued and life after death is treated as a reward or punishment of some kind.

But there is a third point of view. As we mentioned earlier that we perceive life as our mind, hence, as Nichiren shared, “The mind cannot be considered either to exist or not to exist. Life is indeed an elusive reality that transcends both the words and concepts of existence and nonexistence. It s neither existence nor nonexistence, yet exhibits the qualities of both. It is the mystic entity of the Middle Way that is the ultimate reality. Myo (mystic) is the name given to the mystic nature of life, and ho (law), to its manifestations of the mind.”

Therefore, the true nature of life is not just the body or the soul. It is BOTH the soul or myo and the physical body or ho. This holistic view of life is the Middle Way expounded in Buddhism. The Middle way is not just the path of least resistance often misunderstood. The “middle” actually translates to “accurate” path.

The Middle Way takes us away from the flaws of just focusing on the body which is predominant among the thoughts of atheists, and also away from the flaws of just focusing on the soul which is predominant among the thoughts of theism.

The Middle Way recognized that everything that is existent at this point in time are in the state of constant flux – transforming from the state of existent to non-existent, and from non-existent into existent. This change will continue on eternally.”

Life is not something that has a starting or an ending point. It is a profound type of energy. And like energy which follows the law of conservation, it is neither created nor destroy, just constant changing from state to state. Just as life changes from life to death and then from death to life again and again and again.

03 April 2008

Good and Bad Priests

There were 2 events that took place on March 16, 2008 at the Singapore Expo:

The first was an event by the Nichiren Shoshu. It was scheduled to start at 11am. What took place was the arrival of the members at about 8am. The members then waited for almost 3 hours for the priest of Nichiren Shoshu to arrived. They were left there without any briefing, entertainment, food, water, reading materials, etc.

They were cold as it started raining at 11am. After a short speech by the priest, the members were coax to pay a fee.


The second event was the Interfaith Symposium organised by the Singapore Soka Association (SSA). It was scheduled to start at 2pm. The priest of SSA arrived at 12pm to wait for the members. When the members arrived, there was an exhibition on peace for their viewing pleasures completed with guides.

The event was graced by Singapore Minister of Foreign Affairs. There were representatives from many different faiths in Singapore declaring their committment for peace for the sake of humanity. There were also delegates from 6 countries from various parts of Asia.

This event was reported in many newspapers and was highly praised by many in the society. The members went home with a beautiful book launch by the Minister and containing many inspirational quotes.

The rain stopped at 2pm just before the event started.

I think the contrast is clear on which organisation is really working for the good of society and which is only trying to enrich their own pockets.

One priest made the members wait while another came early to welcome the members. The distinction between a good and bad priest is also clear.

Even the weather agrees.

25 March 2008

3.16

Post 3.16 Thoughts
(Expressed in a Letter to the Overseas Delegates)

Greeeting all!!

I am belated in this outflowing of emotions following 3.16. But it was a crazy week for me. After the 3.16, I was out camping with my students and followed immediately by a mini-kenshu (A chalet) for my Student Division members.

And as expected, my mailbox is totally flooded.

But I still have to give my thanks for the wonderful experience for this very significant 3.16. This particular 3.16 will lindering in my memories forever for a couple of reasons:

  • I met with you! Overseas members.
  • The WD chanting 6 million daimoku for us.
  • The sunny weather after weeks of horrifying rain in Singapore.
  • And the continued bad weather for Nikken Sect.
50 years ago, Mr Toda called for a 3.16 rehearsal for Kosen-Rufu because he declared that he had completed the 750,000 households foundation for the future of Soka Gakkai.

Earlier this year, Sensei declared upon his 80th birthday that the foundation of worldwide Kosen-Rufu is established. How amazing that we hold a 3.16 of not one, or two, but many representatives from various countries?

When countries come together, does it not signify the "worldwide" in worldwide Kosen-Rufu?

We have moved from Toda's 3.16 to Ikeda's 3.16. I can strongly feel that. The very thought of me being involved in this celebrated overwhelmed me with deep joy.

There is a Buddhist concept of "Adapting Buddhism to the Culture of the Land". This unique Interfaith Symposium is also an adaptation of Buddhism for the entire world. We are indeed in the 2nd phrase of Kosen-Rufu.

Advance!

Raymond Chng


Letter to my Mentor

Dearest Sensei,

I am glad to inform you that the 50th Anniversary of March 16 held here in Singapore is a great success. I am sure you would have received a more comprehensive report from my Youth Chiefs, GD Ong and GD Oba.

In this March 16, I was tasked to play host to Asian delegates who came to Singapore to give us their support. It was an enriching experience and exchange with them.

This exchange had been plagued with Sansho Shima. On March 14,, my mobile phone was damaged, to make matter worst, I was actually having a slight fever when the foreign delegates’ arrival. But I was determined to be part of this significant event. I prayed hard to the Gohonzon and was able to muster enough energy to fulfill my responsibility. My body finally gave way after the event and I am now recovering from my illness at a school camp. My students and fellow teachers were understanding and allowed me to rest undisturbed during the camp. But I have no regrets as I learned a lot from this experience, on the humility of leaders and the revitalization of the Soka Spirit.

Immediately after the camp, the NYPSD of our Students Division had a chalet over the Easter weekend. We had many discussions on the joys of our involvements in the events over the 3.16 weekend. It was really an environment full of hope and vitality.

This is the first anniversary since I wrote my first personal letter to you. I have completed all twelve volumes of the Human Revolution as I promised I would. I will remember your verbal reply via the staff of Singapore Soka Association that you will be looking forward to my development.

I will never forsake training myself to be even more capable.

This year, I pledged to complete one million Daimoku. For many years, I had tried to chant to reach that milestone but was always unsuccessful. But I will definitely do it this year. With this 50th Anniversary of 3.16 as my prime point, I will continue to train myself. I will also give my utmost to support the youth division leaders in Singapore as well as our General Director, Mr Ong.

I also vow to forever fight evil in Singapore with you Sensei.

On this significant 3.16, I wrote the following words on my Daimoku chart:

一品人才
一品师子
一品同志
一品教官

I will bear these words in mind always as I challenge the one million Daimoku.

Raymond Chng

12 March 2008

Back to Basics - Relative and Absolute Happiness

The fundament goal of anyone is to become happy. There are however, two kinds of happiness. Relative and Absolute.

Relative happiness is what results from acquiring material gain or possessions of fulfilling mundane desires. These are triggered by getting a bonus, winning a lottery, doing well in school examinations or even finding out that a guy or girl you have a crush on actually likes you back.

But relative happiness depends on external circumstances beyond our immediate control and can be easily jeopardized. Moreover, human desires are limitless. We will always desire for more and more endlessly. Just happiness are temporarily when a desire is fulfilled and do not last very long.

Absolute happiness, on the other hand, is a state of life in which people continue to experience joy in living and creating the greatest value in their lives. This happened when we developed an indomitable character that never gives up trying and is fearless. It is unconditional.

As long as we are alive, we will encounter various hardships be it financial problems, health problems, or relationship problems. For those who have established the life condition of absolute happiness, however, life’s vicissitudes become opportunities to develop inner strength and to experience profound fulfillment every day.

Regardless of what happens, people with this kind of spiritual fortitude regard every hardship as a springboard for their further development, and they overcome each challenge with composure. It is analogous to a marathon.

If we are trained to run 1,000 meters everyday, we will have no problem entering a race for 100 meters. But if we only run 100 meters, we will struggle when we run a 1,000 meters race.

For those who have developed the life-force and wisdom to overcome any difficulty, the constant ebb and flow of life are motivation for the creation of value rather than reasons for suffering and despair.

Ultimately, relative happiness, which is dependent on external circumstances, ends at the moment of death.

But the state of absolute happiness, also know as the life-state of Buddhahood, having been firmly established in this lifetime, will remain indestructible transcending even death.

Attaining Buddhahood means to develop such a life-state overflowing with wisdom, courage and compassion.

Adapted from Creative Life (March 2008)

22 February 2008

Reflections

As my students pointed out, this blog of mine is overdue for an update. I like blogging. I like it not because of any exhibitionistic instinct that causes me to want to share my life and thoughts with the public, but mainly because I find it a suitable catalyst to make myself reflect upon my life and my aspirations. I keenly believe that self-reflection is the joy of life after a fulfilling struggle. The lack of a blog entry also indicates that I was probably overwhelmed by the demands of daily life that I neglected self-reflection.

With that, I thank you who prompted me to update.

My Family Life:

I have to mention Chinese New Year celebration here. Nothing out of ordinary here besides the usual fare of growing nephews and niece, as well as aging aunties and uncles. It is a reminder of the unceasing flow of time and our mortality.

My dad had been home for a few months already. I am still not able to communicate comfortable with him. When necessary, I can always speak to him, but I do not feel any motivation to initiate any conversation. Some of my paternal relatives whom I had not seen in years finally came to visit during the Chinese New Year. I had not seen them for years ever since my dad went to prison. It was awkward entertaining them.

My mum is healthy. For that I am grateful.

My brother got a promotion. Good for him.

My sister is still living a relatively comfortable life.

My Love Life:

This topic will naturally go to Valentine’s Day. Well. No celebration. She was overwhelmed by her job and her involvement in Chingay for the past few months. So much so that her fatigue had rendered her unable to celebrate this day dedicated to love.

It pained me deeply to see her buried under her fatigue. Yet at the same time, I was helpless about it. All I can contribute was to offer to be her personal chauffeur, ferrying her whenever she needs to. I hope that helps even a bit to lighten her burden.

My Religious Life:

I have to admit that I had spent less time with the Gohonzon for the month of February compared to January. This is something that I must rectify for the month March. To my Soka Gakkai friends who read this blog, please remind me.

I will be one of the hosts for our coming 3.16 commemorating meeting. I am rather excited about it. I am also taking a Buddhist examination in 2 weeks time. But I haven’t prepared for it yet. Need to get down to it soon.

I am also taking a back seat with regard to NYPSD. This is due to the emergence of Daniel over the past month. I am really happy for him and is ready to totally trust him to give NYPSD a boost before he flies to Australia. Jin Wen should be even more ready by that time. I am seriously thinking I can graduate with a peace of mind. Cheers.

My Work Life:

I took Meng Kiat’s advice. I focused on my core business ever since the beginning of the new school term. I spent a lot of effort on my regular teaching. I prepare way in advance and ponder hard on how to motivate my students to enjoy the process of learning mathematics. I am not too sure how effective my methods yet but I find myself loving my job more than a year ago.

But of course with such priorities, I admit that I slowed my pace in my other duties. Among them are my CCA, my Student Leaders, the Speech Day, Math&Science Week preparations, Work Reviews. LMS, Cyberwellness, Webmaster, Etc.

I know that it will eventually come back to bite me and may hurt my standing with the management and my co-workers when they have to “rush” me for work due to my new pace. But the advice is making sense to me. I will want to be a super-efficient Education Officer, no doubt about it. But I must not be impatient. Focus on my core business first. Then slowly learn to expand from there. Trying to rush everything will only lead me to the thought of changing career again.

There! A summary of the happenings in my life for the past 2 months. Self-reflection is a refreshing mental exercise. I do need to do this more often.



11 February 2008

CNY 2008

A very Happy Chinese New Year to my readers!!

Sharing the Chinese New Year Message from my mentor:

The brilliant sun of hope is rising on the New Year. Happy New Year! My sincere congratulations on holding your glorious Chinese New Year gathering with good fortune and virtue permeating your lives.


I would like to extend my heartfelt welcome to our friends and distinguished guests. We are now living in a world filled with discord. No place in society is as bright and enjoyable as a gathering like yours that is filled with trust and friendship. Please have a meaningful time together.


At the beginning of a new year, Nichiren Daishonin once wrote to the family of Nanjo Tokimitsu that was moving on despite its sorrow at the loss of a most beloved family member, “The joy we feel at the beginning of spring is like the blossoms that open on the trees or the plants that spring up in the mountains. I, as well as others, am filled with joy” (The Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, vol. 2, p. 982).


Buddhism is a philosophy of infinite hope. Teaching us to change any hardship into the source of joy, it expounds the great Law that enables us to change poison into medicine.


Nichiren Daishonin refers to, “… the great joy that one experiences when one understands for the first time that one’s mind from the very beginning has been the Buddha. Nam-myoho-renge-kyo is the greatest of all joys” (The Record of the Orally Transmitted Teachings, pp. 211-212).


We don’t have to bemoan our destiny. We don’t have to envy others, either. While proudly and confidently living up to your own identity, please live out your existence while seeking happiness for yourself and others, as you share the joy of living with everyone you meet.


Noble members of the Chinese Group! I am praying that you will advance along the path of victory, brightly and cheerfully staying in good health all the time, burning with hope, and becoming the happiest and most fortunate of people. Please take care.

Daisaku Ikeda
February, 2008

31 January 2008

Respecting Humanity

I often wondered why I blog. Many did so just as a form of an electronic diary. There is nothing wrong with that except that a blog is accessible to everyone. It is more than that. Might be an irresistible urge to share our thoughts with the world. But since thoughts have to be shared responsibly, then too must blogging be done responsibly.

A responsible blog can be boring for the masses though. Most people take blogs only as entertainment.

I tend to believe that beyond just sharing my random thoughts, I really wished to share my mentor’s greatness with the world.

On his 80th birthday on 2 January, the President S R Nathan of Singapore wrote a congratulatory letter to him. This news feels me with pride. The highest leader of my country had endorsed my mentor in life. This encourages me greatly that my chosen path is noble indeed. I will forge on.

As we continue to advance towards a more peaceful world, my mentor offered the following guidelines for the sake of humanity to start the new year:

  1. Respecting the human rights of others and tenaciously seeking peaceful solutions to problems
  2. Upholding the sanctity and dignity of all life and never ignoring the suffering of others or larger social problems
  3. Respecting each other’s difference and being willing to learn from each other’s cultures
  4. Promoting communication and exchange and pooling our wisdom for the benefit of allhumankind and the planet on which we live
  5. Always having faith in others’ humanity, based on our common identity as human and living beings, and striving especially to foster the positive development of youth
Onwards!

09 January 2008

放心

She was unwanted. Not the father. Not the mother. She did not know the love of her parents. Orphaned and lonely, she struggled to find love to sustain her young heart. But her foster mother was not one to give love easily. She had only profit on her mind and used her adopted child in many ways to achieve her objectives.

It took courage. But when the child finally leaves the cold embrace of her foster mother to the embrace of her new husband, she thought she found salvation.

She was wrong. The man was not one to endure the hardships of reality and turn to abusing his wife. Silently, she endured for the sake of her children. But eventually, her heart hardens and she became increasing bitter and when her children grew to adulthood, she realized that she can no longer accept the loves of her children.

But that was when she found hope. A kindly friend inspired her with teachings from Buddhism. Renewed, she struggled day and night to provide hope to others who are suffering. Daily, she seeks to help the poor, the sick and the distressed. And slowly, her life revolved. From an uneducated and unfortunate child, she learned to quote many teachings and could even explain many of life’s concepts. She had become a lady respected by thousands.

She developed compassion. It was an impressive achievement for a heart which was closed for so many years. But much emotional baggage continued to plague her. But her passion to help others never wavered.

She had declared after learning that there are plans for a new headquarter for the Singapore Soka Association in ten years time that she would be too old to enjoy the facilities, so she plans to pass from this world and be reincarnated quickly to witness the event. A few weeks ago, her schedule became increasingly hectic. She had told a friend that she would be busy until the 6 Jan 2008. And true to her words, 6 Jan was to be the day she was cremated at the veteran age of 80.

A few days before her passing, she entered into depression, telling her children that she was suffering from heart pain. She also mentioned that she was remembering more and more things from her past. Many doctors she consulted all told her to放心. She did not understand immediately.

Then a day just before her passing, her mood picked up and she was so cheerful that everyone was amazed. She declared that she understood everything now. She had 放心 discarded all her emotional baggage. She knew that her children love her and she accepted all the loves around her. She was happy. She was enlightened.

The day she passed away, she was making her way to the Singapore Soka Association Headquarters to encourage her fellow members. To her last moments, all she could think of was to help another person to find hope. It was the perfect ending.

That was the story of Mdm Wong as I heard from her eulogy. It was one of the most touching eulogy I heard. I did not know her personally though the GF did. I wished I did

But I did learn a valuable lesson. That no matter how hard life is, it is important to learn how to 放心.

03 January 2008

Osaka – 28

Many will come
Many will leave
But I will remain
Planting my staff
I will hold my faith

The years will pass
The tides will flow
But I will paddle
Swinging my axe
I will fight my evil

Determination aroused
Perseverance awaken
And I will forge on
Striking my hammers
I will win my battle

The kindly father
The kingly teacher
And I will come forth
Raising my sword
I will honor my mentor


~ Ra
Dedicated to my mentor on his 80th Birthday on 2 January 2008

02 January 2008

立正安国论 2008

Another threshold is crossed and 2008 arrived. This year is themed as the Year of Capable People and Development for the SGI. It should be an interesting year. I am also 28 years of age now. This is the same age which my mentor, Daisaku Ikeda scored an overwhelming victory in the Osaka Campaign in 1956. I wonder what sort of challenges awaits me and whether I would have the wisdom, courage and compassion to overcome each one of them. I must win for my mentor.

It is also my mentor’s 80th Birthday today. Happy Birthday Sensei!!

The New Year is also a time for resolution. On this significant day, I should make the following vows towards 2010.

  1. I vow to become a first-rate disciple for my mentor
  2. I vow to become a first-rate Buddhist for my loved ones
  3. I vow to become a first-rate educator for my students
  4. I vow to become a first-rate leader for my comrades in faith

As the journey for kosen-rufu is said to begin and end with the Rissho Ankoku Ron, I decide to take this opportunity to share a little about this treatise written by Nichiren Daishonin years ago.

I should focus on this particular passage:

If you care anything about your personal security, you should first pray for order and tranquility throughout the four quarters of the land, should you not?

On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land (立正安国论) was submitted to Hojo Tokiyori via a government official, Yadoya Mitsunori who acted as his intermediary on the 16th day of the 7th month in the year 1260.

The passage above is an excerpt from the original treatise. The full text for this treatise come be found here for those interested.

Why Hojo Tokiyori?

• Retired Regent
• Lived in temple called Saimyo-ji
• Thirty years old
• Wielded the actual power behind the government

Why do we say Nichiren Daishonin’s lifetime teachings begin and end with On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land?

He formally began his propagation effort by submitting this treatise.

The inscribing of the Dai-Gohonzon for the sake of Kosen-rufu in 1279 was Nichiren Daishonin’s ultimate purpose in this world.

The Dai-Gohonzon was established to achieve the ideal of On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land which is to establish peace by propagating the teachings of Buddhism.

What does On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land mean?

Establishing the Correct Teaching means to establish righteousness or to establish the True Law of Buddhism. It also implies refuting erroneous teachings. Hence, Establishing the Correct Teaching can also mean propagation.

Peace of the Land means security of the land. Land implies both society and nature. Hence, Peace of the Land means both to bring order to society and harmony to nature.

Establishing the Correct Teaching is a religious activity while Peace of the Land is a secular activity. Therefore, Establishing the Correct Teaching Peace of the Land is also the act of Human Revolution where we contribute to the secular world through religious efforts.

What is the writings of the On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land like?

The On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land is written in the form of a dialogue with questions and answers between a host and a guest.

The host represents Nichiren Daishonin. The guest represents Hojo Tokiyori specifically. But in generally, it reflected the attitude of the general population during that time.

Therefore, it must be noted that what the guest says is not a reflection of the Daishonin’s teaching.

The format of a dialogue also represents the Daishonin’s conviction that one-to-one dialogue is the only way to achieve the objective of Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land.

Why did Nichiren Daishonin write the On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land?

The three calamities of high grain prices, warfare and pestilence are rampant despite people’s devotion to Buddhism. The Daishonin identified that the problem lies in the incorrect interpretation of Buddhism.

The three poisons of Greed, Anger and Foolishness is said to affect the people of the Latter Day of the Law.

High Grain Prices is caused by the poison of greed which resulted from man’s conflict with the natural environment.

Warfare is caused by the poison of anger which resulted from man’s conflict with other man.

Pestilence is caused by the poison of foolishness which resulted from man’s conflict with themselves.

The On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land is born from Daishonin’s compassion to solve the problem of these calamities as well as other disasters predicted in the Sutras when people turned their backs to the Lotus Sutra.

Compassion included both aspects of removing suffering and to give happiness. Since turning against the Lotus Sutra has been identified as the cause for suffering, On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land was written as a harsh denunciation of the distorted teachings.

Because of the harshness of this treatise, he knew that he will incur the wrath of numerous powerful people in the government who supported the distorted teachings which the Daishonin is refuting.

But the Daishonin was fully prepared and courageously speak out for truth and justice.

He did encounter many persecutions since submitting the On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land but he never wavered in the least.

What can we learn from the above passage excerpts from the On Establishing the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land?

The religiousness of Establishing the Correct Teaching and the secularity of Peace of the Land have an intimate relationship. Religion is related to the individual and the Secular is related to the society. We cannot be safe or happy as an individual if the society is disordered and the people around us are miserable.

SGI President Ikeda once wrote that one can never enjoy genuine personal happiness selfishly for oneself alone. He asserted that true happiness can only be savored when one becomes happy together with others and that in order to achieve this, it is important for the lives of each individual to be firmly rooted in the humanistic philosophy of Buddhism.

The three poisons mentioned earlier cause people today to live in a world where the spirit of altruism is scarce and where people are generally indifferent to the sufferings of others. Some people even attempt to pursue their happiness at the expense of others, or building their happiness on other’s suffering. This attitude is exactly what the Lotus Sutra is against and is the one great evil that destroys peace and creates conflict.

Based on the Lotus Sutra, Ikeda Sensei teaches us to always uphold the spirit of cherishing others as fellow human beings and to treasure our social network in our community.

That is why we often say that our practice have to be a practice for oneself and others. While we practice for our enlightenment, we have to strive for Kosen-rufu by sharing this life philosophy with people around us. And that is the meaning of Attaining Happiness for Oneself and Others.

22 December 2007

Sensei and I

I shall begin this essay by stating a disclaimer. The following is a personal account of how I feel about my mentor. It is a journey through my train of thoughts which brought me to conclude that Daisaku Ikeda is my mentor. It also included a rationalizing process of the need for a mentor and the selection of my mentor.

Some of the things may not make sense to the causal readers as it includes jargons which may only be appreciated only by people who have a good understanding of Buddhism and its history as well as that of Soka Gakkai.

If any reader wishes to clarify certain points which I raised, I recommend that you approach me directly. Personal heart-to-heart dialogue will always be the best mode to exchange philosophical ideas.

What is a mentor?

A mentor is someone who we learn from. There are many types of mentors as we learn many things from many different people as we journey through life. But the most important mentor has to be the mentor who teaches us the best way to lead our lives. This is the mentor I refer to when I discuss about Sensei (Daisaku Ikeda).

Who is Daisaku Ikeda?

Daisaku Ikeda is my mentor. It is from him that I learn the surest way to become a happy human being. But who exactly is he? He is an ordinary man who, through his practice of Nichiren Buddhism, manifested the life-state of Buddhahood which is the objective of all Buddhists. He demonstrated the way. Hence, he is the person we of the Soka Gakkai follow in order to achieve enlightenment ourselves.

Am I idolizing him?

I love him. Because I learnt so much from him, I am grateful to him. But I do not worship him which a lot of people who do not understand Buddhism may mistake. I said that he manifested the life-state of a Buddha. But I understand that many non-Buddhists thought that Buddhists worship the Buddha. We do not. A Buddha is neither God nor a deity. A Buddha is simply a man who is enlightened to the nature of life and hence, manifested compassion, wisdom and courage. It is an achievable goal for all of us.

Why must the mentor be mentioned all the time in Soka Gakkai?

It is to keep us, the members of Soka Gakkai on the correct path. We know what happened when arrogant men who thought they have understood everything when they did not tried to interpret a religious teaching their own way. History had shown the horrors of misguided individuals using religion to corrupt the minds of others. The most recent examples would be the terrorists who abused religion to cause harm to others. Using a mentor who demonstrated the life-state of a Buddha is the best way to keep us on the correct path.

Do you mean that a Buddha is a mentor?

A person, who manifested the life-state of a Buddha, qualities as a mentor for practitioners of Buddhism, but Buddhahood is a process. We may demonstrate Buddhahood one moment, and loses it the next. Only when one gives their entire life for the cause of Buddhism can one maintain that life-state. Daisaku Ikeda is such a man who selflessly dedicated his entire life for Buddhism. That is why I follow him. He is the best example we have.

Why do we not just use Shakyamuni as our mentor?

Shakyamuni, or Gautama, was the first historically recorded Buddha. Hence, in most literature, when we just use the term Buddha, it specifically meant him. But Shakyamuni lived almost three thousand years ago. The cultural influences and language usage differs so much from what we are familiar with that understanding his teachings is extremely difficult and hence, prompt to misinterpretations. In Buddhist terms, we can say that our karmic relation with Shakyamuni is too weak due to temporal differences to directly practice his teachings. That is why it is necessary to update the teachings for the contemporary masses and the founder of Soka Kyoiku Gakkai, Tsunisaburo Makiguchi inherited the spirit of Buddhism via Nichiren Daishonin. Soka Kyoiku Gakkai is means Value-Creation Educational Society which is the forerunner for Soka Gakkai.

Did Makiguchi have a mentor?

In the Soka Gakkai, we acknowledge Daisaku Ikeda as our mentor. And his mentor was Josei Toda who trained him thoroughly. Toda’s mentor was Makiguchi who taught him the value of a human life. As for the mentor of Makiguchi, we say that he learnt directly from the writings of Nichiren Daishonin. Just as future generations will continue to benefit from learning Ikeda’s writings even after his passing, Makiguchi learnt from Nichiren’s writings. As mentioned, in this modern era, it may be difficult to comprehend the writings of Nichiren unless you have a firm understanding of the culture influences during the thirteenth century. But Makiguchi was one such scholar who could and did.

Is there a difference between the disciples of Daisaku Ikeda and the disciples of Josei Toda?

We are all Buddhists who have the potential to become a Buddha. As human beings, there is no difference. The only difference is who we learn from. Daisaku Ikeda himself learnt directly from Toda. But Josei Toda, knowing that he did not have a lot of time after his enlightenment in prison for opposing the war because of a badly damaged health, focused on training a capable disciple to carry on his work. This disciple is Daisaku Ikeda who after learning from Josei Toda, shared widely the wonderful philosophy of Buddhism with the entire world. Those who studied and benefited from studying under Josei Toda can claim to be his disciple. But since I learn from these sharing, Daisaku Ikeda is my mentor.

Why Daisaku Ikeda and not other people?

Are there other selfless examples of individuals who dedicated their lives for Buddhism? Of course there are! But Daisaku Ikeda is the one who made the correct teachings of Buddhism accessible for everyone through his efforts. Hence, I acknowledge him as my mentor.

Will we need another mentor after Daisaku Ikeda (as in after his passing)?

The question is: Is it necessary? We know that the foundation of Buddhism is the countless sutras left between by Shakyamuni. But how many of us can actually understand the sutras. Teachings are always going to be affected by local cultural environment. Without an understanding of Ancient India where Shakubuku first started his preaching, and the language usage at that time, it is difficult for us to understand Buddhism correctly. Hence, Nichiren Daishonin was there to make Buddhism accessible for people of the Latter Day of the Law as Buddhism was badly corrupted by his time during the thirteenth century. Daisaku Ikeda, in turn, is the person who made the teachings of Nichiren Daishonin for us in this modern age. Therefore, unless there come a time, where culturally and language usage-wise, the teachings left by Daisaku Ikeda is no longer accessible to the common people, there is no need for another mentor.

What do we need a mentor in our efforts to achieve enlightenment?

In a nutshell, there is no enlightenment without the spirit of the Oneness of Mentor and Disciple. Note the word “oneness”. This is critical. In this Latter Day of the Law where mankind is heavily poisoned by Greed (Conflict with Nature), Anger (Conflict with Other Persons) and Foolishness (Conflict with Self), the only enlightenment is that of the Bodhisattvas of the Earth as expounded in the Lotus Sutra. And the attainment of the Oneness of Mentor and Disciple is the only way to enter the way of the Bodhisattvas of the Earth.

What are the Bodhisattvas of the Earth?

In simple terms, the Bodhisattvas of the Earth are beings who are Bodhisattvas in appearance but are Buddha in essentials. Bodhisattvas are beings who constantly strive to lead others to happiness and Buddhas are beings who manifest compassion, wisdom and courage. The lotus is said to have their flowers bloom and bears fruits at the same time. Hence, the gist of the Lotus Sutra is the simultaneity of cause and effect. The cause is the Bodhisattva way and the effect is Buddhahood. Therefore, Bodhisattvas of the Earth are beings who are both Bodhisattvas and Buddhas at the same time.

How does a mentor lead us to be a Bodhisattva of the Earth?

The mentor represents the function of the Buddha and the disciples represent the functions of the Bodhisattvas. In other words, the disciples are the causes and the mentor is the effect. Therefore, when the disciples strive to share and actualize the visions of the mentor, the causes are being laid for the effect of Buddhahood. The “oneness” between the mentor and disciples resulted in the fusing of the functions of the Buddha and Bodhisattvas which give us the enlightened state of the Bodhisattvas of the Earth.

How to achieve the “oneness” in the Oneness of Mentor and Disciple?

It is achieved when the disciples adopt the spirit of the mentor and make it their own, then praying wholeheartedly with the same mind as the mentor and taking action. I pray by chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. Nam means devoting my life. Myoho means the law of the universe. Myo is the essential of the law and represents the mentor and Ho is the manifestation of the law and represents the disciple. Therefore Myoho also means mentor and disciple. Renge means the Lotus, hence the simultaneity of cause and effect. Cause represents the disciple and Effect represents the mentor. Therefore Renge also means the Oneness of Mentor and Disciple. Kyo means the voice which makes the vow to uphold and propagate this law for the sake of humanity.

How did I accept my mentor?

I was once an arrogant teenager who thought that I did not need a mentor in life. I was living a comfortable life and achieving minor successes in all aspects of my life. But one day, a senior from Singapore Soka Association was having dinner with me when he share candidly that he was feeling miserable because he was unable to feel for Sensei.

Then two thoughts hit me.

Firstly, there are people who are miserable because they cannot feel their mentor. That is an indication that having a mentor is important in our pursuit for a value-creative life. But then again, I did not feel the need for a mentor at the time. So there was a contradiction. That was when the second thought arrived.

The reason for one not to feel the need for a mentor is not the absence of a mentor. I was learning from others all the time. I did not regard them as mentors only because of a lacking in sense of appreciation. I was without gratitude and that made me a man in appearance but a beast at heart.

After some serious soul-searching, I realized that the only way to grow as a human was to open my heart and learn how to be grateful and be appreciative. When that happened, I realized the importance of the many mentors who taught me many times over the years.

And of course, the most important mentor is the one who teaches me the way to live my life in a righteous and courageous way – my mentor in life (faith) – Daisaku Ikeda.
= = = = = = =

15 December 2007

30 November 2007

White Ribbon Project

The White Ribbon Project, first started in Canada in 1991, is an International campaign organized by men to stop violence against women. It is organized in approximately 47 countries worldwide. Wearing a White Ribbon is a personal pledge never to commit, condone nor remain silent about violence against
women.

In support of this movement in Singapore, the Singapore Soka Association has undertaken the task of making 10,000 pieces of white ribbons in the month of November.

Yes ladies, I wore a white ribbon. So er… I’m safe. *wink* ~LOL

22 November 2007

冷月

十一月是冷的。也不是天气的关系,只是我个人的精神度假。身为创价勇士,十个月来的奋战也该有了胜败。2007年过得还不赖。不过,心里明白有好多方面还有改进的需要。为了恩师,我一定要成长,达成人间革命!

恩师的精神如瀑布。恩是对男青们期望也是瀑布。他增做过这样的一首诗:

如瀑布般激昂
如瀑布般不懈
如瀑布般无畏
如瀑布般明朗
如瀑布般威武
男子汉
要有王者风范

我也增在此布罗各分享这首诗的英文版。真的是一手好诗。这绝对是胜利人生的精神!激昂的灭饿,不懈的传教,无畏的正义,明朗的生活,威武的奋战,这就是佛子的精神!这也是我要在2008年所灌册的姿态。

十二月即将来临。十二月是为了来年做好计划的月份。是一个充满期待的一个月份。加油吧!

02 November 2007

Archery and Swordsmanship

Went for an Fencing Introductory Workshop yesterday.

I want to learn archery and swordsmanship!!


"A mighty sword is useless in the hands of a coward" ~ Nichiren

01 November 2007

SL CAMP 2007 -- 27-30 OCT

The Student Leader Camp 2007 is finally concluded. It was a tough 4 days 3 nights camp for the students, but it was jolly fun. A bit of canoeing and a bit of trekking for the teachers too.

Here is an artsy view of the campsite Sri Pandan.
Are you able to spot moi?


And the highlight must definitely be the climb up Gunung Lambak.

Here's the group photo from the summit!


Okay! Time to readjust back to life in Singapore.

22 October 2007

Friendship Meeting

Life and death are the greatest mysteries, and they form the primary focus of religion. Where have we come from and where do we go? Why are human being born? Are our lives just random events or do they have some greater purpose? What is the meaning of death? Are we merely reduced to meaningless nothingness, as so many in our modern world vaguely believe? Or are we restored to a luminous immortal soul, as many time-honored religious traditions of East and West maintain? Or, as Shakyamuni Buddha teaches in expounding the Middle Way, that it is neither?

Lotus Sutra is the only teaching that provided satisfactory answers for me. I am eternally grateful for having encountered this teaching.




I attended a Friendship Meeting at our Soka Headquarters yesterday. I had known and heard about the finalist for this year’s campus superstar – Benjamin for quite a while, but it was the first time I hear him live. He does have a good falsetto and can understand why he deserved to be in the finals. I wish him well.

17 October 2007

We all need Daimoku

Daimoku charges our batteries. If we take care to regularly charge our batteries then we’ll always be full of energy and vitality. If we fail to keep our batteries charged, we won’t have the energy when we need it most and as a result may be defeated by our environment.

~ Daisaku Ikeda


We human beings are really fragile creatures, constantly buffeted by the fierce winds of the environment. I took some time at work to watch the inspirational film “Coach Carter” today. What caught my attention was how the norms of society often runs counter to noble and just educational ideals. It makes reflect what it means to be an educator. We all need Daimoku.

Getting kids to study is hard. What is even harder must be the efforts to get everyone to believe in the limitless potential within them. The resistance will be even greater. We all need Daimoku.

Since the advent of Buddhism, campaigns were fought by Buddhists to discourage violence and promote peace. But it is the nature of men to fall into the trap of greed, anger and foolishness. It is an endless battle. And it can really cause a lot of fatigue if we are not prepared. We all need Daimoku.

Waging Peace is supposed to be a joyful endeavor. If we do not feel joy, it is not the fault of the ideal. It is our own lack of Daimoku. We all need Daimoku.

10 October 2007

People -- Leo Tolstoy

The Three Questions
by Leo Tolstoy

It once occurred to a certain king, that if he always knew the right time to begin everything; if he knew who were the right people to listen to, and whom to avoid; and, above all, if he always knew what was the most important thing to do, he would never fail in anything he might undertake.

And this thought having occurred to him, he had it proclaimed throughout his kingdom that he would give a great reward to any one who would teach him what was the right time for every action, and who were the most necessary people, and how he might know what was the most important thing to do.

And learned men came to the King, but they all answered his questions differently.

In reply to the first question, some said that to know the right time for every action, one must draw up in advance, a table of days, months and years, and must live strictly according to it. Only thus, said they, could everything be done at its proper time. Others declared that it was impossible to decide beforehand the right time for every action; but that, not letting oneself be absorbed in idle pastimes, one should always attend to all that was going on, and then do what was most needful. Others, again, said that however attentive the King might be to what was going on, it was impossible for one man to decide correctly the right time for every action, but that he should have a Council of wise men, who would help him to fix the proper time for everything.

But then again others said there were some things which could not wait to be laid before a Council, but about which one had at once to decide whether to undertake them or not. But in order to decide that, one must know beforehand what was going to happen. It is only magicians who know that; and, therefore, in order to know the right time for every action, one must consult magicians.

Equally various were the answers to the second question. Some said, the people the King most needed were his councillors; others, the priests; others, the doctors; while some said the warriors were the most necessary.

To the third question, as to what was the most important occupation: some replied that the most important thing in the world was science. Others said it was skill in warfare; and others, again, that it was religious worship.

All the answers being different, the King agreed with none of them, and gave the reward to none. But still wishing to find the right answers to his questions, he decided to consult a hermit, widely renowned for his wisdom.

The hermit lived in a wood which he never quitted, and he received none but common folk. So the King put on simple clothes, and before reaching the hermit’s cell dismounted from his horse, and, leaving his body-guard behind, went on alone.

When the King approached, the hermit was digging the ground in front of his hut. Seeing the King, he greeted him and went on digging. The hermit was frail and weak, and each time he stuck his spade into the ground and turned a little earth, he breathed heavily.

The King went up to him and said: “I have come to you, wise hermit, to ask you to answer three questions: How can I learn to do the right thing at the right time? Who are the people I most need, and to whom should I, therefore, pay more attention than to the rest? And, what affairs are the most important, and need my first attention?”

The hermit listened to the King, but answered nothing. He just spat on his hand and recommenced digging.

“You are tired,” said the King, “let me take the spade and work awhile for you.”

“Thanks!” said the hermit, and, giving the spade to the King, he sat down on the ground.

When he had dug two beds, the King stopped and repeated his questions. The hermit again gave no answer, but rose, stretched out his hand for the spade, and said: “Now rest awhile – and let me work a bit.”

But the King did not give him the spade, and continued to dig. One hour passed, and another. The sun began to sink behind the trees, and the King at last stuck the spade into the ground, and said: “I came to you, wise man, for an answer to my questions. If you can give me none, tell me so, and I will return home.”

“Here comes some one running,” said the hermit, “let us see who it is.”

The King turned round, and saw a bearded man come running out of the wood. The man held his hands pressed against his stomach, and blood was flowing from under them. When he reached the King, he fell fainting on the ground moaning feebly. The King and the hermit unfastened the man’s clothing. There was a large wound in his stomach. The King washed it as best he could, and bandaged it with his handkerchief and with a towel the hermit had. But the blood would not stop flowing, and the King again and again removed the bandage soaked with warm blood, and washed and rebandaged the wound. When at last the blood ceased flowing, the man revived and asked for something to drink. The King brought fresh water and gave it to him. Meanwhile the sun had set, and it had become cool. So the King, with the hermit’s help, carried the wounded man into the hut and laid him on the bed. Lying on the bed the man closed his eyes and was quiet; but the King was so tired with his walk and with the work he had done, that he crouched down on the threshold, and also fell asleep – so soundly that he slept all through the short summer night. When he awoke in the morning, it was long before he could remember where he was, or who was the strange bearded man lying on the bed and gazing intently at him with shining eyes.

“Forgive me!” said the bearded man in a weak voice, when he saw that the King was awake and was looking at him.

“I do not know you, and have nothing to forgive you for,” said the King.

“You do not know me, but I know you. I am that enemy of yours who swore to revenge himself on you, because you executed his brother and seized his property. I knew you had gone alone to see the hermit, and I resolved to kill you on your way back. But the day passed and you did not return. So I came out from my ambush to find you, and I came upon your bodyguard, and they recognized me, and wounded me. I escaped from them, but should have bled to death had you not dressed my wound. I wished to kill you, and you have saved my life. Now, if I live, and if you wish it, I will serve you as your most faithful slave, and will bid my sons do the same. Forgive me!”

The King was very glad to have made peace with his enemy so easily, and to have gained him for a friend, and he not only forgave him, but said he would send his servants and his own physician to attend him, and promised to restore his property.

Having taken leave of the wounded man, the King went out into the porch and looked around for the hermit. Before going away he wished once more to beg an answer to the questions he had put. The hermit was outside, on his knees, sowing seeds in the beds that had been dug the day before.

The King approached him, and said: “For the last time, I pray you to answer my questions, wise man.”
“You have already been answered!” said the hermit, still crouching on his thin legs, and looking up at the King, who stood before him.

“How answered? What do you mean?” asked the King.

“Do you not see,” replied the hermit. “If you had not pitied my weakness yesterday, and had not dug those beds for me, but had gone your way, that man would have attacked you, and you would have repented of not having stayed with me. So the most important time was when you were digging the beds; and I was the most important man; and to do me good was your most important business. Afterwards when that man ran to us, the most important time was when you were attending to him, for if you had not bound up his wounds he would have died without having made peace with you. So he was the most important man, and what you did for him was your most important business. Remember then: there is only one time that is important – Now! It is the most important time because it is the only time when we have any power. The most necessary man is he with whom you are, for no man knows whether he will ever have dealings with any one else: and the most important affair is, to do him good, because for that purpose alone was man sent into this life!”

08 October 2007

NS 2007 -- ATEC


I returned to work today after 2 and half weeks of military training including the ATEC stage 2 – commonly known as the toughest exercise in our military career. Personally, I care nothing for the military. As a devoted Buddhist and a pacifist, I cannot accept any doctrines of warfare. Yet, I am somewhat glad to have gone through the training.

I am a citizen of Singapore. Hence, in my actions, I have to adhere to the laws of the country. It maybe my government’s view that war is a last resort in the resolution of conflicts, but in the depths of my heart, my belief is that war can NEVER be an option at all! Not even as a last resort.

Many of us returned for National Service out of obligations anyway. To be honest, there are thousands and one ways to get ourselves out of the tough training. It is really easy. What is difficult is to complete the program because not doing so will cause another to suffer more, even if the training itself does not agree with you.

Comfort as an ideal had been a byproduct of the unhealthy materialization of modern society. But the highest and most noble path is to strive for the sake of others.

A platoon was supposed to have about 30 men. Only a handful made it to the end. Of course there are some who fell out due to honest reasons, but the truth is that many chicken-ed out. For those who survived, congratulations. I believe we are the better men.

29 September 2007

'The World Is Yours to Change' (Part Four)


Poverty



Something to very SERIOUSLY think about.

23 September 2007

'The World Is Yours to Change' (Part Three)



Video by NYPSD for SD Concert 2007

18 September 2007

'The World Is Yours to Change' (Part Two)

Just waiting for my actual In-Camp Training from 20th September to 6 October. The prospect of entering an alternative life for slightly more than 2 weeks creates an unreal sense of existence. It is weird.

Will be blogging more after 6 October. At the mean time, check out http://theworldisyourstochange.wordpress.com/

Save the World!

You can, if only you believe it.

07 September 2007

Too Easy



Going back camp for a route march today. Really.. What's the point? It's too easy.

02 September 2007

Teachers Day 2007

On the evening of 1st September, I attended a concert by Mr Nestor Torres who flew to Singapore to encourage our local Soka Gakkai members with his music. Among the music played was the “Wonderful Law of Life” which was inspired by the Lotus Sutra.

During the concert, he also shared that our lives contain the Buddha Nature like the sun (Good). And it is only when the sun struggle to shine through the dark clouds which represent our fundamental darkness (Evil) can we enjoy the beautiful rainbow of hope and values. It was a brilliant analogy.

That evening, as I thought about this year’s Teachers Day, I decided to write again to the man who had influence me most in my life. This man is my mentor, Dr Daisaku Ikeda. He is definitely the most important teacher in my life.

Sensei! Happy Teachers Day!! And thank you for all that you had taught me.

What makes us happy?

According to recent scientific studies, one of the greatest sources of happiness is the ability to feel gratitude. In the studies, feeling gratitude is shown to improve health and bring about a speedier recovery of people with chronic diseases. Most grateful people have high self-esteem and low rates of depression, stress and negative moods. They are more likely to be resilient, and they seem to have an easier time overcoming obstacles. They are also less likely to make negative comparisons with others or what others have.

Gratitude cultivates an individual’s sense of interconnectedness and strengthens social ties. It also increases one’s sense of personal worth.

Gratitude is more than a pleasant feeling; it is also motivating. Gratitude motivates people to do good, to share and increase the good and kindness they have received. Individuals who can feel grateful, engage more frequently in kind, supportive and helpful behaviors. Life becomes complete when we are able to give to others what we ourselves received in the past. In short, it is gratitude that enables us to be fully human.

I am really grateful to my mentor.

Please allow me end this entry by sharing another poem by my mentor:

Having battles to fight
makes life exciting.
Encountering great difficulties
provides us opportunities
to develop our Buddhahood.
By confronting and
overcoming every obstacles,
we enable our Buddhahood
to shine brilliantly within our lives.

27 August 2007

Post Exam Review Thoughts

The criteria for Secondary 4 Normal (Academic) to be promoted to Secondary 5 Normal (Academic) is way too lenient. It is only going to hurt the poor students by giving them more avenues to feel disappointed and receive a hit in their self-esteem.

I recalled something my former VP shared, that a politician mentioned that all our Normal (Technical) students are guaranteed a place in the ITE. Is this politically driven policy going to help motivate the students to better themselves?

26 August 2007

'N' Level Prelims 2007

My boss dropped me a message telling me that my class did badly for the examination, and asked why that is so. Seriously, I wished I knew, but I don't. I would be the first to desire them to do well.

Recently, he has been emphasizing that curricular teaching is our core business and that teachers’ performance will always be tagged to the academic achievements of his/her students. Honestly, it irritated me somewhat within.

I do want my charges to do well. I really do. But then, I find myself sometimes cursing the fact that I am inheriting classes which already have their so-called "value-deducted" (academically). To a certain extend, it feels rather unfair. But it does help to train me personally as a educator.

I know complaining helps with nothing, but sometimes I really can’t help it. Already I’m thinking more and more often of leaving the service where once I really held high ideals about education. Must reflect and ponder deeply.

14 August 2007

拼了!

Last week on the 9th August, Singapore celebrated her 42nd National Day. Out of the 7 main performing items in the annual national day parade, Singapore Soka Association was involved in 3. We are indeed everywhere. Cheers!


We are not professional performers!
We do not have attractive appearances!
We do not have outstanding singing voices!
We do not have enchanting artsy mobility in dancing!
We only have passion!
And passion means to give our all…

拥有“拼了!”的决议,那就是胜利的秘诀。

11 August 2007

'The World is Yours to Change' (Part One)

To desire peace, to wish for the happiness of one’s family, to seek a secure and safe life – these are the shared sentiments of people everywhere. There is no parent anywhere who does not grieve at the death of a child in war.

* * *

"I don’t want toys or chocolate. All I want is peace and freedom. People of Europe, people of the world, please find the humanity in your hearts to put an end to this war!"
– A young girl of the former Yugoslavia

* * *

If we think about it, people are not born Turks or Americans. They are not born Palestinians or Jews. There are merely labels.Each of us is born as a precious entity of life, as a human being.

Our mothers didn’t give birth to us thinking, “I’m giving birth to a Japanese” or “I’m giving birth to an Arab.” Their only thoughts was “May this new life be healthy and grow!”

In any country, a rose is a rose, a violet is a violet, people are people – though they may be called by different names.

Perhaps the clouds and winds high above the blue waters of the Bosporus are whispering among themselves as they gaze down upon humanity: “Wake up! From up here, it is clear that the world is one. You are all citizens of Earth. There is no such thing as Americans, no such thing as Iraqis. There is only this boy, this life called Bob, who happens to live in America; there is only this boy, this life, Mohammed, who happens to live in Iraq. Both are children of Earth. And yet they are divided by the names of their countries and taught to hate each other! Wake up from this foolishness, this arrogance, this cruel habit of passing hatred and resentment on to the next generation.”

We need to awaken to a common conscious of being all inhabitants of Earth. This consciousness is not to be found in some distant place. It will not be found on a computer screen. It lies in our hearts, in our ability to share the pain of our fellow human beings. It is the spirit that says: “As long as you are suffering, whoever you are and whatever your suffering may be, I suffer also.”

* * *

The above is one of the many essays written by my mentor - Dr Daisaku Ikeda, in this wonderful book. It is also one which touches me really deeply. Each year in Singapore, we celebrate Racial Harmony Day in our schools. But in my heart, I always felt that harmony, although important, is pretty superficial compared to the cries for a common consciousness of all humanity. Only by developing this compassion to penetrate through our differences, can be achieve true peace towering even the harmony we had already attained. This is the compassion of the Buddha!

* * *

She still looked at him as if she did not understand. The sergeant repeated–
“What party do you belong to?”
“I don’t know.”
“Are you with the Blues? Are you Whites? Who are you with?”
“I am with my children.”
- From Victor Hugo’s Ninety-Three

31 July 2007

Like the Waterfall

I would like to share another poem by my mentor:

Like the waterfall, fierce
Like the waterfall, unflagging
Like the waterfall, unfearing
Like the waterfall, merrily
Like the waterfall, proudly—
A man should have the bearing of a king!

~ Daisaku Ikeda

To date (31 July 2007), he had been nominated for 232 honorary doctorate of which 215 had been conferred. He has 530 honorary citizenship, conducted 1600 dialogues with intellectuals, scholars and political leaders, of which 50 of those dialogues had been published. His collected works numbered 101 volumes and had been a bestseller for 19 consecutive years.

A truly remarkable and unprecedented achievement!

I am truly proud to acknowledge this man as my mentor.

30 July 2007

DAIMOKU

The girlfriend gave me a new set of crystal prayer beads last night (or her daddy rather, =p ). I am determined to use it to begin another personal Daimoku campaign.

Sharing a poem about DAIMOKU by my mentor – Daisaku Ikeda:

If you underestimate the power of Daimoku,
And use another strategy;
You will lose in the end.

You can accumulate good fortune only when
You fight for Kosen-Rufu without begrudging your life.
Unless your prayers are united,
The fight for Kosen-Rufu cannot gain momentum.

No matter what anybody says, or does,
Nothing can defeat the power of Daimoku.
But without action, you cannot call it faith.

The Gohonzon can penetrate through everything.
The word “faith” is very mystic
And once you become serious, you can gain
One thousand times or ten thousand times more benefits.

When you chant abundant Daimoku,
You have the power to open the heaviest iron door
That stands in your ways; that is,
You can overcome the most massive obstacles in your life.

You can definitely change your negative karma.
The world of “faith” is the place where many of us,
Chant powerful Daimoku in unity,
Thus create the power like the huge force of the wind.

There is nothing but the Daimoku.
Daimoku determines everything.
Daimoku has more power than one million guidances
Or one million books of philosophy.

Chant abundant Daimoku and pray to the Gohonzon.
Ask the Gohonzon for whatever you need.
Everything will come true as you wished
And the path of Kosen-Rufu will open up in front of you.

Everything depends on how much Daimoku you chant.
When you chant a lot of Daimoku,
Your work will become fulfilling.

There may be many nights when tears will not stop flowing
There may also be many times when you are terribly hurt.
At such times, my heart will open to you.
I am always here to listen to you,
I, too, will share your tears with you.

You don’t need to tell me anything.
If you care happy, I can just tell by looking at your face.
Just tell me about the problems and pains that you have,
I will carry half of your heavy burden,
And walk together with you.

29 July 2007

Take Responsibiliy For Our Lives

Teaching can really be a thankless job sometimes. In our contemporary schooling system, out of 10 students, there may be only 1 who appreciated your efforts. It is truly important to hold on that the thought of that one.

The celebration of the YMD formation took place today. 835 YMD representatives gathered at Senja Soka Centre today. Incidentally, my new car plate number is 835. Does this signify a new beginning for me? To live as a true YMD!

From the time we were born, we were taught reliance. As a baby, we depend heavily on our parents. Then as we grow older, we seek constant approval of our friends. Advancing into adulthood, the views of our spouses take precedence. And for some people, the concept of being responsible is so foreign that they attribute everything to the divine and seek approval from god all the time. In the process, many people fail to learn how to take responsibility for their lives.

All of us heard the golden advice of taking charge of our own lives before. But in reality, when we meet with a difficulty, we look to our parents, or bosses, or friends, or husbands and wives for help. We blame the clients, the partners, the system or even the government. Basically we are conditioned from young to identify where the fault lies when something goes wrong. And mostly, we are never at fault. Why? Everything we do, we subconsciously seek approval for them. We did that since we were children!

But the problem is, when we blame our situations on our environment, we are giving up the power to correct the problem. Only when we decided that we are the problem can we take an active step to improve the situation. But then again, admitting that we are the problem is a serious stab in the ego. It means we lose the “approval” of our conduct we are trying to obtain from everyone.

Hence, to take responsibility for our lives is one of the most fearful things. It takes tremendous courage. That is why many people are frightened when others have high expectations of them. They simply do not believe in their innate potential to excel and do not want to take responsibility for that weakness.

How I applause the teachings of Nichiren Daishonin who taught clearly that once we take responsibility for our lives, we are bound to be able to change it for the better. It is a wonderful philosophy! Yet I can perfectly understand why many people are resistant to it out of the fear of taking this responsibility. I pray for courage.

15 July 2007

Oneness of Man and Environment

The SSA 40th Anniversary Meeting at the Singapore Indoor Stadium on 7th July went well. I represented SD in the March Past and was duly reminded of the significance of the institution.

Work is piling up since I school reopened after the midyear holidays. In fact, it had gotten so hectic that I admitted being slightly overwhelmed. I find my life-force slipping away and even missed a couple of meetings I really did want to attend on hindsight.

Then last Friday, during the MOE ExcelFest, my new car of barely a week old earned a dent at the carpark. That jotted me. Based on the principle of the ONENESS OF MAN AND ENVIRONMENT, it was clear as day that my life-condition is way too low and unacceptable for a Boddhisattva of the Earth. Once awaken to that, I immediately sms-ed the girlfriend that I needed to increase my daimoku. She readily supported.

I am grateful.

And I started today, going for the weekly Sunday morning Gongyo sessions and then the bimonthly evening Gongyo sessions. It was truly revitalizing. I feel ready to march forth again.

I just re-read “The Buddha, Geoff and Me” over the weekend. An amazing book! I loved it.

29 June 2007

1 to 100

It was a warm day. It was always a warm day when one is feeling lazy. The children were getting restless and the teacher did not like it. The younger teachers were telling him that children are to be nurtured, not disciplined. It benefited the society better if the potential of the youths are cultivated instead of controlled. They called it good pedagogy. He did not care. He was caned constantly by his elders when he was a child and he turned out fine. So why should now be any different.

“Maybe I should just give something for the children to work on. Keep them busy. That way, I get my peace and wait for the sun to set. The heat was getting unbearable.”

Thinking himself rather clever, he called the children over and promise a prize for the first person who can sum up all the numbers from 1 to 100 without error. Most of the excitable children immediately took up their writing pad and begin calculating furious. The teacher then returned to his seat. Just as he was about to get comfortable and fan himself, a skinny boy from the back of the room shouted the answer, “5050!”

“What? Someone did the sums within a couple of heartbeats,” the teacher was in disbelief. Storming angrily to the child, he growled that the boy must have cheated.

The boy then calmly explained, “but sir, I just have to pair the 100 numbers into 2 groups of 50, matching 100 with 1, 99 with 2, 98 with 3 and so forth, I get 50 groups of numbers that add up to 101 each. Therefore, 50 times of 101 will give me the sum of all the 100 hundred numbers which is 5050.”

There was a pause. And then the teacher conceived. The younger teachers were right, the youths have great potential.

21 June 2007

Back to School

The staff meeting today signifies the end of the midyear break. But in truth, it hardly felt like a holiday. I was back to school almost 50% of the time. Despite that, work never seemed to be completed.

I have some work with regards to the Speech Day to prepare, basketball tournaments and remedial lessons for the graduating classes are on-going, coursework marking is yet to be completed and to top it off, there is the NDP which I’m involved in. overall, I foresee a pretty hectic time ahead.

But it is not all bad news. On the Gakkai front, I would say NYPSD had a great MILKRUN campaign. We exceeded our original target of a hundred youths by a mile. It is heartening to see many of the CICs taking responsibilities to make sure that the event will be a success. In particular, I am seeing the Kenji standing up to be counted among the disciples of Sensei. I am truly happy for him.

Zhong Kai was admitted to the hospital for an operation to remove excess fluid in his brain. I am praying that this experience will be a catalyst for him to truly develop himself.

13 June 2007

Hate vs Respect

There are some people I don’t like. No matter how hard I try, I simply get myself to like them. Is this OK? How should I handle this?

The worst case of not liking someone is Hate. And one thing many people fail to realize is that hating someone causes you to be more miserable than the person being hated. Hating someone is a kind of suffering. Being hated is not. Hate is merely an extension of anger. Anger is a selfish, greedy, distorted ego that is determined to best others at all costs and seeing everything as a potential threat to oneself. In this state, we value only ourselves and tend to hold others in contempt. A sense of self-importance and superiority rules to the point that we cannot accept anyone who exceeds us.

SGI President Ikeda says: “Just as there are some foods that you find distasteful, having people in your environment whom you dislike is an unavoidable part of life. While there’s nothing wrong with not particularly liking certain people, it is wrong to put them down or behave in a hostile way towards them. They have the same right to exist as you do and to have their own opinions and ways of doing things…. Also, Buddhism teaches the interrelatedness of all people and things, and how we treat others will affect our own lives – so it is important to be respectful in our behavior both for others’ sake as well as for our own.”

It is OK not to like some. But it is not OK to hate someone. So that key is to prevent our dislike from slipping into the devilish state of hate. We do that by understanding that conflicts are a result of the fundamental inability of people to accept, respect and live with people who are different from us. Hence, the important thing is to cultivate our ability to respect others because every life is equally indefinitely precious.

29 May 2007

Bang!

Exactly one week ago on 22 May 2007, I met with an accident. I was driving along Upper Thomson Road towards SLE when I collided head-on with a TIBS bus. I was approaching the junction when I carelessly just proceed to turn right as I spotted the green arrow. The bus opposite actually attempted to beat the red light and sped up. As both vehicles were moving, the impact was rather huge.

I was knocked out cold immediately after the impact and my entire body was shaking involuntarily. I remembered reaching out for my Omamori Gohonzon and chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. I lost track of time until a passerby knocked on my window to encourage me to come out of my car. My door was jammed though and I had to crawl out of the car from the back.

The airbag was activated. If not, I would be in big trouble. I was truly fortunate and grateful to the Gohonzon.

Ambulance was suggested as my vehicle was badly damaged, but I escaped with only minor cuts and bruises. In fact, after my car was towed to the workshop, the mechanic, being experienced with accidents, was really amazed that I am perfectly fine.

I just wish to restore my mode of transport as soon as possible so that convenience can be returned to me.

I am convinced that it is my previous efforts for Kosen-Rufu and accumulation of good fortune that saved me. I am grateful for the chance to be able to practice the Lotus Sutra which lessens my karmic retribution.

Nam-myoho-renge-kyo... Nam-myoho-renge-kyo... Nam-myoho-renge-kyo...

20 May 2007

An Inconvenient Truth

It had been almost 2 ten-day since I last wrote something. That could only mean one thing, work overcame me. As a member of the DATA team, post-exam had always been the busiest time of the academic year for me. But I guessed I am getting the hang of it. It gets easier each time.

Besides post-exam results processing, I was also busy preparing for the SL Selection Camp. This would probably be my first major project under the SL committee. It was not a difficult task, just time-consuming. Another easy but time-consuming task is the slides I have to prepare for the Speech Day. I was not expecting that as I was supposed to be involved in NDP. It was mentioned that duties for NDP, Speech Day and SYF should not overlap. But I learnt that management just has to say something to pacify our emotional vexations.

At home, my father is finally home after more than a decade. In those years, seven was spent in prison for mistakes he made in the past. A couple for prior to these seven years was spent on the run from the law. But he suffered from a stroke and is home now. We had to hire a domestic helper to take care of him. Dynamics at home is altered but I believe everything will settle into a comfort zone soon.

Recently, I watched a documentary titled “An Inconvenient Truth” produced by Al Gore. I raised both thumbs up for it and would recommend it to anyone. It was a comprehensive presentation highlighting the need for action in order to save our planet. Environmental Issues are real and important. I am proud that Soka Gakkai International had always been a supporter for conservation of our Earth. Based on the Buddhist principle of Oneness of Man and Environment, we cannot allow our pollution to continue. It is the suicide of humanity if we do not do anything about it.

I especially like the conclusion where Al Gore shared that the only solution to our environmental problems is to share them with as many people as possible. To create the awareness one person at a time, and to cherish hope that with enough support, politicians and industrialists can finally be enlightened to the fact that a Healthy Environment far outweighs the gains of Economic Wealth in terms of importance to humanity. This is also the commitment of the Soka Gakkai to conduct one dialogue after another to promote Peace, Culture and Education as taught by Dr Daisaku Ikeda.

Locally in Singapore, there is a campaign that calls for us to bring our own bags when buying stuff. This initiative came about because Singaporeans are guilty of being excessive users of plastic bags. As a small nation, we do not have landfills; hence, all our disposed plastic bags have to be incinerated. And incineration contributes to pollution.

I am going to support this movement with all my heart. People who opposed such acts of saving our environment should seriously do some soul-searching and reconsider. Humanity must stop our suicidal acts of hurting our collective home.

You may learn more about the documentary “An Inconvenient Truth” at http://www.climatecrisis.net/.

03 May 2007

On Prayers

Scene 1:

The hunters were gathering. The long sticks they carried were carefully sharpened with stones. Among them were boys who would be joining their fathers for the first time. Anxiety showed plainly on their smooth faces. Many had their faces painted with dyes to mask their weaknesses. They cannot be weak now. The harsh winter was coming and their families depended on them to bring the meat home, without which, their younger siblings may not survive to see the flowers bloom come spring. Together, the hunters huddled together and prayed.

Scene 2:

The baby was slowly losing her will to cry. Crying simply took too much effort. She had not eaten for days and she was cold. Her mother held her tightly humming a soft tune. The pain in her heart was excruciating and it numbed all her senses. She too, was hungry and cold but she was determined to be strong for her child. Nothing will prevent her from making sure that the last moments of her child’s life was as comfortable as possible. Stroking the face of her baby gently, she cried out a prayer for the baby.

Why do we pray?

There is nothing more nature and more human to pray. Many times, especially in our contemporary society, we often confuse prayers with the divine or the mystic. But the truth is that prayers are more deeply rooted in humanity than anything we will ever know.

Prayers, in simple terms, are the expressions of our deepest human desires. When there is something we want so strongly, prayers will be an evitable result and as long as we draw breath, it is not possible not to have desires.

However, with the evolution of civilizations, many people had come to associate prayers with a certain protocol of rituals which varies according to different religions. But often, such prayers lose their purpose when they are detached from humanity and concentrated only on the divine and mystical. This is never a chicken or egg relationship. Prayers are always first before religions. Prayers are natural human inclination. And religions are merely devices started by thinking men of the past to help us focus our prayers.

What do we pray to?

Since the earliest civilizations, men had devised countless objects of devotion. There are people who prayed to anything as long as they have some kind of association with what they are praying for. For example, farmers and fishermen prayed to the forces of our natural world for favorable weathers, hunters and soldiers prayed to certain beast with distinctive features, and women prayed to symbols representing fertility and vitality.

However, much of these prayers require men to ask for help, help which cannot be rendered by other humans. Hence, they seek help from elements beyond their control and understanding. They envisioned deities and gods of all kinds of nature extending help to them in time of their need. These kinds of prayers, however, often have the potential to become ritualized and lose their initial meaning eventually.

People who pray in this way often grow dependent, passive and weak. They will often feel insecure and frustrated because they separate the solution to their problems with their own capacity and hence, surrender control of their destiny. The main characteristics of this type of people are low self-esteem and low self-worth. They are often thinking that they are never good enough and their continuous begging with the divinity will purge them deeper and deeper into the destructive feeling of insignificance.

Therefore, it is important to identify the right thing to pray to. By returning to the basics, we realized that praying is an expression of our desires. Therefore, would it not make sense if we are to pray for the capacity to fulfill our desires?

The best forms of prayers are those that empowers ourselves. Hence, it is of great importance that we identify humanity’s limitless potential. And by tapping that potential in the depths of our own lives, we grow independent, and regain the confidence to actively pursue a solution to our problems. And by taking such responsibility, we control our lives and our karma. Hence, prayers should always be directed inwards to our innate humanly goodness and limitless capacity.

How do we pray?

We need something to help us manifest this innate humanly goodness within us. Returning to the basics of prayers once again, we should realize that there is a need to give expression to our prayers. Knowing that we are trying to manifest our innate goodness and cultivate our capacity, we must now need an object of devotion with represents this innate goodness.

In other words, the correct object of devotion must be something which identifies and represents our lives. It had to be able to reflect the truth of our limitless potential.

Following that, we need to express our prayers and direct them towards this object of devotion. Observing human nature again, it is not difficult to conclude that the most nature way for human to express themselves is through their voices. Hence, invocating our prayers is the most direct form of prayers.

Conclusion

It is with this understanding of the purpose of prayer that I began to analyze the way I pray once again.

I pray to the Gohonzon. The Gohonzon is only a piece of paper. But so are many important things such as money or our degree and diploma. But because of what is printed on the paper, the paper takes on different value. So it becomes necessary to understand what the Gohonzon represents.

Nichiren Daishonin states, “Never seek this Gohonzon outside yourself.”

What he meant here is that the Gohonzon really represents the depths of our own lives. That within the depths of our lives included the innate goodness and limitless capacity and potential. In terms of the Gohonzon, these inner being is described as the Buddha.

Nichiren Daishonin also taught, “When we revere Myoho-renge-kyo inherent in our own life as the object of devotion, the Buddha nature within us is summoned forth and manifested by our chanting of Nam-myoho-renge-kyo.”

The Buddha nature within us is identified as Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. Hence, that phrase is the most obvious choice of invocation necessary to express our prayers. And by directing this invocation at the Gohonzon, which represents our inner lives, we have the mode of praying that perfectly make sense to me.